mereka dlm hidup..

230am n yeah i feel like writing..i just called my mom n we ended up talking for like 2hours..yeah setelah berape bln aku x call..beselah anak lelaki..tue pun sampai adik aku bg msg weh ma suruh call..bkn xnak call kredit abis nak wat camane..so smlm aku topup and arinie aku call lah..maybe she got something to tell me and im like "her best listener"..each time she will end up talking about the same thing over and over again..well sometimes layan but sometimes ill said "aa da citer da aritue" but she will keep on talking about it furthermore..and today she asked me the same questions for the past 5 years.."ssh btol kau nie nak call ma"..and i replied "nak call aritue kredit abis"..and she said "abis buat call member nie"..and i replied "nak call aritue da mlm so tercall member and abis hehe"..well i got 2hours of credits left n i ended up using all of it calling my primary school friend..yeah a girl..u dont talk to a guy for hours in a phone..thats crazy..well for me it is..
i havent talk to her for like years after we went to different secondary school until 4years back i saw her on friendster and decided to add her, changing messages and we became close friend, i can say my best girlfriend..shes the only girl i can end up talking for hours, really2 long hours(its not like i have any other girlfriends like her..that enjoys talking to me, something like "hey lan..wah!!")..shes beautiful, talkative and im the listening type, shes crazy, helping, understanding, she has a good job and a boyfriend who's quite jealous of me haha..so what..its not like im gonna take her away from u..n no shes not flirting with me too..so for once believe in her will u..fucker..
we shared our stories(less secrets here) and opinions..even the things about my mom repeating the same things and she was like "same!!"..haha well i guess its a mother thingy huh..die ckp mak kite lonely kat rmh sbb tue lah..kdg2 nak dngr suare anak jer walaupun xde topik baru nak citer pun..i agreed to that lg2 after what happened to us these 7 years..walaupun kecik2 dulu kalau bole menjauhkan diri dr family..asik gadoh ngan ayah walaupun slalu end up helping him, urut dielah, tlg wat kerje die lah..anak2 kau yg lain mane!!..nak amik gambar same2 pun xnak..kalau boleh nak blaja jauh2, keje..ddk jauh2 ngan family..being the rebellious son i used to be biler dah besar nih lg2 after whats been happening around us, i started to understand the responsible i have to carry being the elder man in my family..adik blaja lg..kakak? pompuan kan..1 hari nnt da kawin mesti ikut laki even skang nie pun da sebok nak keje kat KL, gaji skang kecik la apelah..ma xbg, tngg kau kawin dulu..haha..and me, being at the positive side slalu ckp kat ma.."ur daughter ma..percaye jelah tp kot ye pun nak pegi tngglah aku blk dulu..duhh..", my mom said "ma xpercaye bdk2 skang nih"..haha..well u cant blame her for that..abis blaja cari keje kat JB setel..at least i can be there to take care of u, to listen to ur talking, to send u to clinic if ur sick ma..im egoistic enough to say i luv u mom so thats the least i can do for u dot dot

photo captions:random shot at school part 2..

*panjang lebar kan..4btg nak masuk 5 punye post nie beb..shit giler..skali skale jd hensem dan cute..walaupun besenye hensem malah cute...